She

Sometimes I wonder, must I give her up?

My feelings for her, must I make it stop?

All I wanted to be is a just man,

But now I’m confused, shall I take her hand?

I looked for inspiration around me,

And lo, I found her bedazzling beauty!

I didn’t mean to fall in love with her,

But oh, my heart got caught with that stunner!

Right now, I really don’t know what to do.

Maybe I should ask her to love me too,

Or just leave her the way she is right now.

What about my duties? I’m so tensed now.

Yes, I have to strive for my salvation.

I must work until I reach perfection.

But how can I do it without her love?

She that awakened the feelings I have.

Will this romance help me in my duties?

Or will it be a hindrance? -My worries…

Will my soul be able to do what’s right,

When it’s too busy asking her to plight?

I want to do good and help my brethren.

I also want to marry that maiden.

Will I be able to do well in both?

Or will I get torn apart like a cloth?

I am so puzzled right at this moment.

I might as well ask you for a comment.

Please tell me now, what should I do and say?

I wish I knew where I must go today.